Non-Affectionate Girl

Feelings weren't in my vocabulary. It was hard to express them. It's like when god made me he forgot to put feelings in my body. Any tear soon to shed would shrivel up and go away. I couldn't say i love you. It is hard to say i like you. Feelings to me was like a disgusting poison that had to be put out of my body like vomit. As i watch him walk away, hand in hand with the girl next door, i was hoping he would look back. I did not blame him when he did not. He tried, i didn't. He put in the best effort while i just stood and watched. He was long gone now. It was my own fault. Feelings weren't in my vocabulary. It was hard to express them. 

Author's Note

I wrote this 2 months ago. This has to do with me and how i am not a very affectionate person. I am trying to work on how i can express certain feelings but it is hard and its something that i have struggled with since i was a kid. I know in my heart that i love a lot of people and things but actually saying it is hard. Please Give Feedback (negative or positive). Thankyou! :)

Reviews

[Lisa]

I like the baseline of this story. You could write this from a couple of perspectives. Either from you as a child or how you struggle with relationships. Either way there is definately room to get more in-depth. Keep it up! I would love to read more! :)