My State Of Mind

My mind is a state of dreams

My soul is a safe of secrets

My heart is a vault of emotions

My desires and wishes are quite rare

I see things differently

I love things that you may think are strange

Bizarre art, old songs, old books, middle ages, animations …

Nature enchants me

Birds make me wanna fly

The cloudy rainy mood makes me feel comfortable

The quite wind blows make me feel like I’m somewhere else

Somewhere where all the dreams come true

Where we’re all the same

Where feelings are home

And silence is a sound

Like we’re all so fragile like feathers

And sensitive like birds

Those delicate and warm things

Oh my … how they affect me !

I become so slender and calm

It releases the child inside of me

My chase opens up

And a different person comes out

I am nictophile, pluviophile, alexythimic

I have a wide imagination and I love to write !

I love adventure

I love lo lose myself into beautiful fields of green, between the trees and to go to places like old Scottish wooden houses, highlands, lakes and coastlines  …

I guess I dream way too big !

Author's Note

I wrote this 2 years ago !
I keep asking myself why do i hesitate to publish some of my writings and why do i take so long to decide to publish them ...

Reviews

[alanwgraham]

I really like this Jess. You have given us a glimpse into your soul with all its secrets, hopes and desires. I think many of us have these secret passions. Being Scottish I like the reference to Scotland and I'm intrigued - have you visited. If you don't mind some feedback, one or two small things caught my attention. 'The quite wind' - should it be quiet? Then 'my chase opens up' ? The line 'I am nictophile, pluviophile, alexythimic' - I think most folk (me) will not know all of these - perhaps just say 'I'm afraid of ......'
You should definitely pursue your writing!
All the best,
Alan

[Black Jess]

Hello !
Thank you so much ^_^ I will pursue writing *-* even when it happens sometimes that I'm running out of ideas
Oh yeah ' quiet ' It must've slipped out of me ^^' , thank you !
About the strange words, at first I explained every one of them like : I'm pluviophile, I find comfort during rainy days, .... And then I felt it too long so I took them of

[Black Jess]

And i have never been to Scotland, I hope i'll go there someday ( and to many other places ) *-*