What can I say at this point

My sentence prompt was "What can I say at this point" hope you all like it.

What do you want me to say?

You look at me, expecting me to smile back at you.

How do you do that?

when you look into 

MY

eyes do you not see the pain that you have burdened upon me for years.

Not once has a tear shed from your eyes and fallen upon the ground?

Of course it hasn't, 

because if you were cry, it would mean that all this time you were wrong,

it means that all of this time you did nothing by hide your

LOVE

Away from not only me, but from yourself.

Before you couldn't look at me because you were scared of the responsibility of loving me 

because you grew up praying to God that you wouldn't be like him,

but your fear had blinded you from seeing what you were fearful of becoming.

I am here to tell you that the truth 

HAS

Risen to the surface.

Now you no longer look at me, not because you don't love me, 

but because you know that every bruise, and scar upon me proves that your time has

RUN

out, 

I have forgiven you for myself, but that doesn't mean that 

I will give you another chance to be with me once more. 

The nerve you have to come at my door step, were it opens to my home,

my children,

my family . . . something that you destroyed for us all. 

WHAT CAN I SAY AT THIS POINT?

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?

WHAT DID YOU THINK I WAS GOING TO SAY?

The day you took that beer 

OUT

and began to show your real colors,

the day you chose to hate us because we loved you, 

was the day you decided that is was time 

FOR

us to leave you,

you no longer wanted us to be a part of your life,

YOU

shut us, out.

THIS IS YOUR FAULT,

and my love has run out for you.

That is what I can say at this point, 

but I don't want to be rude, so please tell me because I've been dying to know.

WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY AT THIS POINT?

Author's Note

Hope you all enjoyed it, and that you all are able to connect with it.

Reviews

[Xabanisa Thabiso]

Relate to this Yes, but enjoy it its too emotional too .... the words well constructed though.
Matters of the heart are too broad.
Well put pal ....

[Octavious]

I am glad you enjoyed my piece. :)

[Emily]

Vary lovely poem you got here!
Well done!

[Dani The Unreviewed]

This could use a grammar cleanup... but hey, I'm not your English teacher ;-) All in all, I like this. Thanks for sharing.