The Real Reason

I've been wrong this whole time,

You were never the problem.

I was,

I screwed everything up.

I made you try your hardest,

And it made you give up.

I will never explain why I feel this,

But here I go.

I fell for you,

I didn't know what to do.

You don't think I tried,

But I did.

I gave it my all,

You thought I was drifting.

How was I drifting?

I was falling deeper in love,

You say it was all because of a dream.

I don't think so,

I caused it.

I was the reason, 

I could've tried harder.

I could've changed.

I can't though,

It's not in my nature.

My nature is destruction,

Hatred and sorrow.

You tried to change,

But couldn't.

I'm sorry,

But I am a monster full of hate.

You don't control who I am.

Reviews

[child of God]

Heart breaking I love the raw emotions that you express in this it's sad thank you for sharing Dan my freind was a pleasure to read
Broken Girl