Untitled Rage. Caged Fury. Painful Hurt.A Poem by Nicky SartiThe one that kicked it all off again. My first real proper piece of writing for around 15 years. Hopefully not my last.I am hurt. I am angry. I am lost and I am lonely. I want help finding my way. Need help finding my way! Here I sit this nice, kind, caring person. With heart of gold and friendly nature. I give all to everyone, and rarely get anything back. But still I don't mind, still I give all that I have. No ulterior motives, no underlying reasons. Just because... But now the hurt and pain are rife. Now my heart is dying inside. I am filled with a rage and anger I have never felt before. Ready to explode with a violent fury. The likes of which I have never seen or felt before. How did this happen and when did it change? Is this really me and how my life has changed? I feel wounded now and want to cry. I long for the time when my tears no longer fall. I long for the day when I don’t wake up wishing I were dead. Oh how I long for that day; and the day when I don’t have to fight. My emotions are no longer my own. Were they ever mine in the first place? One moment I can be up; happy and glad. The next I am down; angry and sad. Will I ever be free, will the pain ever stop? How can I fix these feelings inside of me? Will it really take my death for them to see; That all I ever need to be was me?© 2012 Nicky SartiAuthor's Note
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Added on August 30, 2012 Last Updated on August 30, 2012 AuthorNicky SartiNorthampton, Northamptonshire, United KingdomAboutZOMGosh... How long has it been since I posted on here?!? What am I like? I am so sorry guys! So... I am still here (just about) I am still trying to keep my hand in when it comes to writing etc. .. more..Writing
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