Stuck

Stuck

A Poem by Chaos Complex

My heart is feeling heavy.

I’m missing you already.

Once again I’m messy and I’m hurting at every memory.

Barely have the energy to get out of bed.

All I ever think about is what I could have did.

Was there anything I could change to avoid your passing away?

It’s driving me insane, I’m asking it like every day.

I got your smile on replay, freezing it at that frame.

Why do I feel like I’m the one to blame?

You’re an important part of my life- so I want to keep you unstained,

but I wish I could have found a way- you could have been saved.

I’m still upset.

Trying to make these emotions manageable.

Stuck- asking questions that aren’t even rational,

And making up scenarios that aren’t factual...

Just wishing I could have you back.

If I could know you were happy before you had to leave- I think I could relax…

But instead I’m stuck here asking why’d it have to end like that. Damn.

© 2012 Chaos Complex


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the truth is beautiful, the rare words are nice to read.

Posted 6 Years Ago


"If I could know you were happy before you had to leave- I think I could relax…


But instead I’m stuck here asking why’d it have to end like that. Damn."

You have summed it up...A very good write,...:)...........................



Posted 6 Years Ago


Chaos Complex

6 Years Ago

Thank you for the feedback, Sami. I appreciate it. :)
Sami Khalil

6 Years Ago

You are welcome...:).............

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I like to express my emotions and feelings in poetry. I write a lot of rap/hip hop stuff. I'm really vulgar. Deal with it. I don't get many reviews, but thank you to those who even bother to re.. more..

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