The carriage
lurched and rocked over the deep rivets carved into the washed-out road.
Elizabeth gripped the door and glared at her mother across from her.
“I just don’t understand how exactly a man living out in the middle of nowhere
is going to help me become a better bride for Byron. He’s never left his castle
and no one even knows what he looks like, how is he supposed to teach me anything
about social conducts? Or even being a wife? He’s never been married!” Her
mother, the duchess of Rochester, clad in layers of golden chiffon and deep red
velvet, gave a deep sigh.
“We have gone over this. Byron’s family is as old world as they come. They
believe in a world that is soon to be a distant way of life and it would be
improper of us to send you to them in such a, liberated, sense of self.” She
said carefully. Her daughter was wild right from the womb and quickly growing
into an iconoclast amongst her peers. On her 19th birthday she is to
be wed to the heir of a grand and old estate with ties running deep into the
politics of other countries.
“It seems like a terrible idea to me. You may as well let me ruin this
arrangement on my own. Of course, the blame wouldn’t entirely fall on me then,
would it? If this man turns out to make me even worse?”
“He won’t Elizabeth. He is a proper
and old-world gentleman. I’m sure he has very good reason to not socialize with
the aristocracy, considering the state of things. He may just be disappointed
and I wouldn’t blame him.” Her mother had an oppressive way of being overly
optimistic in the face of adversity, and it drove Elizabeth crazy. For once she
wished her mother would learn to have her own opinion of things and stop trying
to harmonize every opposition.
The heat gathering
in the carriage made them both increasingly sweaty and irritated, and the
conversation was stiff and minimal until their arrival at the castle. Elizabeth
stared in awe as they approached the grand fortress. It towered high into the blinding
sun and seemed to stretch even deeper into the dark forest and mountains
surrounding them.
As soon as they opened the carriage door the cool air hit them in a refreshing
burst.
“My, it’s like a different climate all together here!” her mother exclaimed,
elated by the relief. Elizabeth was still taking in the magnitude of this
place, turning in circles looking at the intricate metal work on the fences and
gargoyles. The driver, Henry, stepped down from his bench and looked around in as
much awe.
“My!” he said. “I wonder who maintains this estate, isn’t he living here
alone?”
“Clearly he isn’t.” the duchess said. “But perhaps he could send someone out to
help us unpack!” She seemed annoyed already. She had been used to getting
waited on hand and foot from the moment she made an entrance. One thing she
couldn’t stand being was patient, and her foot began to tap immediately. “I
suppose he wanted us to just walk up on our own then, or he has forgotten that
we were coming!”
The marble entrance was a gothic masterpiece, though it too seemed vacant in
the dim light of a few torches. The grand sweeping staircases led to a dark
balcony where a master might meet his guests for a grand occasion, but this was
no cheerful place such an eloquent event. They stood in silence. Elizabeth
squinted into the dark, she began to make out a figure standing at the top of
the balcony and it made her feel uneasy. Henry awkwardly lugged her giant trunk
through the hall and stopped just behind them.
“Gracious me, I think were at the wrong estate!” A cold gust of air came from
the darkened doorway to their left. Elizabeth turned and jumped at the sight of
a tall man approaching them silently. She heard her mother stammer.
“L-Luca! Count Luca what a pleasure it is to finally meet you.” She gave a deep
curtsey. Elizabeth was frozen in her place. The man stepped in front of them
and the dim light illuminated his features. He was exceptionally tall and broad
in the shoulders. He wore a long cape with a pointed collar, a noble man’s garb
from long ago indeed, and his long silken black hair fell past his shoulders.
He had light hazel eyes which pierced her gaze beneath angled eyebrows. His
mouth was almost a scowl fashioned with a sharp goatee. Elizabeth managed to
break the powerful eye contact and look to the floor, giving a small bow.
“You must forgive me.” He spoke lowly. “I must admit I was caught off guard by
your arrival. I was expecting you a few days from now… but it is I who is at
fault. Please, follow me.” They trailed behind him through cold and dark halls
into a dining area. The castle was indeed very old and fashioned as it would
have been a hundred years ago, yet it was polished and cleaned as if scrubbed
down moments before they walked in. Drinks sat already poured at the table and
a cart had been rolled in with lunch sitting ready to be eaten. As they settled
into the chairs, her mother began to speak to him in length, but he didn’t seem
to be hearing a word she was saying. He seemed in a daze. Elizabeth had been
shaking to her core from the moment they walked in. She would have to live here
for weeks alone with this dark and brooding count. She thought of how she could
convince her mother to stay at least one night with her, she thought of falling
to her knees and begging her to take her home.
She had never been
so terrified before. She felt like last brick had been laid to seal her into
jail for the rest of her life. She had imagined an old man with waning health
who would reteach her everything she already knew, someone she could charm and
convince him that she was already the girl Byron needed and would send her home
early. She had always been good at manipulating people to free her from duties,
but she got the overwhelming sense that this count was not like anyone she had
ever met before. He was otherworldly, stern and serious, someone you would
never cross.
Evening came
quickly. The day was spent walking the gardens and touring the main rooms which
Elizabeth would soon be all too familiar with. As her mother kissed her
goodbye, she gave her a knowing and sympathetic look. All the while she was
there, the count barely spoke. He even made her mother nervous, which only made
her talk louder and faster. He stood at the mouth of the dark castle as
Elizabeth said her goodbyes. In a low whisper, she pleaded to her mother, tears
welling up in her eyes.
“Pull yourself together! This is only for a few weeks. If you are a fast
learner he may send for Henry early, but you must be good. Do not talk back, do
not wander off, and certainly do not
refuse him.”
“But mother, he terrifies me! He
seems so mean and rude!” She shushed her.
“He and Byron’s parents have a lot of history together. If you can handle your
time here you can handle living with them!
Their manor will be no different.” She gave her a quick kiss on the forehead
and stepped into the carriage. She gave a big, fake smile to the count and
waved as if saying goodbye to a dear friend. “Be good my dear.” She said, and
Elizabeth watched as they rode off. For a moment she wished she had her
mother’s way of pleasing people. She took a deep, jagged breath and wiped away
her tears. It was time to face him alone.
She climbed the
stairs back to the tall wooden doors where he stood.
“Your mother talks a lot.” He said with a sigh. Elizabeth met his gaze,
surprised by his comment. He seemed more relaxed than he did when she first
arrived.
“She does, especially around new company.”
“You don’t though. I haven’t heard you say word since you arrived. Are you
nervous?” She nodded.
“I didn’t mean to be rude, but I must admit that I am. I was told that your
family is very old-world… I wasn’t sure what to expect when I met you.” They
wandered into the castle together and he began leading her to her chamber as
they spoke.
“And how have I compared to your expectations?” Elizabeth began to tremble
again. She wasn’t used to having to choose her words so carefully around
someone before.
“I suppose I was imagining an old man with glasses and a long beard.”
“And here you are with his grandson.” She couldn’t tell if he was trying to
joke or not. “Tell me, why is your family sending you off to be married to
Nicholai’s son, a reckless boy who can hardly read.”
“I’m sorry?”
“The boy is a dense as they come. He hardly has any manners and has refused
schooling since he was 12. He is a pure nightmare to behold.” Elizabeth hadn’t even met Byron, they communicated
only through letters in which they exchanged friendly, boring banter about their daily
life. Elizabeth had imagined him as a flat character, but never
uneducated. His letters were well written and proper.
“But I don’t understand, aren’t they wealthy? Wouldn’t it make sense that he
would have only the finest education?”
“Oh yes, they are vastly wealthy, but they couldn’t raise any of their sons.
Their nannies and maids are old and dying, but Nicholai refuses to hire help
outside of the families who have been with that house for generations. He’s
convinced himself that the rest of the world is going to hell for breaking away
from the old ways, so he’s shutting everyone out.” Elizabeth had heard rumors
of the estate not being as well kept as it used to be, but rumors were just
rumors and she knew better than anyone that people liked to talk ill of what
they didn’t understand.
Her room was as
dark and haunting as the rest of the castle, with no curtains drawn nor mirror
to reflect the few candles light flickering in the darkness. The castle was
unusually cold for July. Elizabeth felt a near chill at the entrance to her new
sleeping quarters.
“I hope this room suits you. You father has arranged for a few gatherings here
at my castle, where you will meet noble men and women much like Nicholai and
Catherine. Our goal is to get you accustomed to the manners you should have
while speaking to them, and I will teach you how to discuss politics and
literature with them.”
“Well, I certainly would like to get a start on things, what would you
recommend I read tonight?” She said sweetly. She was thinking that her plan may not be spoiled after all.
“You may read, but there isn’t much time for us to go over every bit of
material. I have notes on those books which you should be studying instead. I
imagine you could get through at least one tonight if you were so inclined,
though I’m sure you would like to rest after your long journey."
"Oh no, I'm feeling quite refreshed actually. Your castle is quite cool."
"Mmm... yes. Its a clever old design. I'll send for a servant to bring dinner to your room. My notes are on the desk, start from the top and work your way down. We'll talk about it in the morning." He slipped out of the door, closing it silently behind him.
"Goodnight, Count Luca." Elizabeth called out, but he didn't answer. She didn't eve hear him walk away. She peeked through the keyhole to make certain.
The notes were old and musky, and the old script which it was written was hard for her to read, but she soon began to make progress through the dull material. Her head was heavily resting in her hand and she was nearly half way through when a sharp knock snapped her out of her daze.
"Yes, come in!" She stood quickly to see who it was. A lady entered who looked to be in her mid forties, pushing a cart with covered dishes. She gave a small bow.
"I'm Heidi, miss Elizabeth, and I am a servant for Luca. Is there anything you need from me?" She sounded friendly and was very pretty, with silvering black hair pushed back from her heart-shaped face and pale skin like the count's.
"Nothing I can think of, Heidi, It's nice to meet you. Thank you." She nodded and left the room. This time Elizabeth listened, she could hear her footsteps as they disappeared down the hall.