I am there

Inspired by the most of my melancholic moments.

They once came to me, I was in a rage ...

Living in a circle of unluck
Wishing for a chance of luck
Dreaming my plans came true

They misunderstand me, so I am just a mistake

Until when will I be stuck in this fiction ?
Neither the reality nor the dream is sweet
Sour moments I live on my own

Who will feel me ?
Who will believe me ?
Who will trust me ?

On my knees asking for ... Don't know what anymore

I've had enough of what I never had
I've given up on whatever I wished for
I've let myself go ...

Be strong they say ...
How to be strong if you're devoured by the trusted ones ?

They said just be a monster. 
Couldn't take it like this ...