Um....still have no idea what to call this

I write not for you
I write for me
I write to live
I write to breathe
I write to love
I write to hate
I write destiny
I write your fate
I write my pain
I write my joy
I write for girls
I write for boys
I write my heart's desires
I write to light your fire
I write to make you want
I write the things I'm afraid to flaunt
I write out my dreams
I write out w/e schemes
I write my passion
I write your fashion
I write the news
I write reviews

I'm not meek
I'm not mild
If you seek
Me, shall you find
I'm on that journey
To be something I want
To live to my own dreams
I wanna be that person
Making it
I wanna live for passion
Love my desire
Hate my flaws
But accept the ones who choose to love me
I'm not conceited
I'm not loving myself
But if you want to love me
Then who am I to stop you

I'm hyper
I'm emotional
I'm creative
I'm sexual
I'm SENSUAL
I'm passionate
I'm a lover
But I'll fight for my beliefs
I'm not spiritual
But I believe there are all paths to a god
I'm naturally pessimistic
But I'll fill you with the optimistic
I give better relationship advice to others
But I won't listen to my own
I want to love
But I'm afraid to get hurt
I wanna change my body
But I'll never change my mind
I wanna tell you I love you *Name and address withheld*
But I know you never will
I'll never be a leader
But I'll lead you to love
But I'll never lead myself
Its like I'm a walking contradiction
But what's my mantra
"Love everyone else...but yourself"