all the same to me

page 1,2 of Nightmares or Dreams, all the same to me Copyright © 2013 by Patrick B Vince

I grin

I grind my teeth

I smile

muscles twitch in my cheek

I laugh

hysterically, uncontrollable

I try my best not to speak

fear I may scream

I love

I hate

I am who I am

who ever that may be

I want to cause you pain

I want to remove your misery

I have a craving for the flesh

please though don't touch me

I feel like a walking contradiction

I quickly slow down

rest to catch my breath

it's rancid and stale

like a rotting corpse

inhale deeply and hold

blue is my favorite color

next to red

like the rose I gave

like the blood in your veins

pumped by a heart that's strong

the sound is disturbing

I tear it out

leaving it ruined

you lay at my feet

empty eyes stare up at me

is this a dream

a nightmare

all the same to me