Uncertainly, us

a friendship remains forever

And everyday
everytime,
even when I don’t want to,
I’m thinking about you.
It’s painful.
All the unsaid words,
All the smooth touches,
And all the uncertainty of this.
Always looking at you knowing that no one will ever compare.
Knowing that I need to make a move and take my conclusions,
or,
in the worst scenario,
our conclusion.
Cause even though I want to take it all from my chest,
I also don’t want to let you go of it,
not yet.
Scary, the thought of never get over you.
The only opposite that I can trust enough to say
we’re friends.
Way to good friends.
So good that,
as the days pass,
I’m convincing myself that will forever be like this.
Until
the day that’s not even this anymore.
You’re my first love,
my friend.