"My bestfriend, My hero, My Mother"

No much to say but feel that I need my mother more than ever and those who have lost there moms know how that is and Im sorry for your loss as well..

I miss your stare, I wish I could of shown you I truly cared. I wasn't even prepared,

it hit me instantly and now I have been nothing but scared. I can't believe after

8 painful years this still hurts so much and yet wonder is this pain real, I realize that this damage will never heal. I lost my soul and my heart is filled with nothing but coal, and yet I drag the days and it has yet to take it's toll. I miss the smile that filled the room and the laugh that made me see

happiness, but all that is now a wish so I am forever filled with unhappiness. I wanna tell you I

love you with all my life but your gone, and now the people whom surround me know all the guilt

I have on my shoulders makes me feel like I'm wrong. Until we meet again at the pearly gates I will

continue to feel dead on the inside, and continue to crack a fake smile on the outside...

Author's Note

I wrote this for my mother whom had passed back in 2004 and still today feel like it was yesterday so one thing I ask is always hold your mother closely. Comments are good thanks for the support everyone!