"I Wanna Die"

Just felt I needed a new God piece. And it just came. And ended up being a good poem to use for a competition i'm in, so yay!!! Loll.

I wanna die.
I wanna die so that I can live.
See, God is the blood.
And God is the breath.
God is the beauty in you and the beauty in me.
He brings forth the sun that shines on you, and the son that shines in me.
He is the tears that fall on your mothers grave and the life that will always be in her.
He is the memories of what's going to happen, and the dreams that float through your cerebellum while you are awake.
He is your resting place, and every where that you are awake.
He is the pillow that puts you to ease, and the washing machine that keeps it fluffed so that you never have to switch it out.
He is your blood and your body.
The mechanics behind the godly actions you absent mindedly do.
His hands bless their souls and his feet light their paths.
See, the sun shines brightest in pure darkness.
Hear, the son shines brightest in pure darkness.
And it's brightest just before dawn, so know, that as you fade like the day, you aren't slipping into death, but jumping into life.
I wanna live.
I wanna live so that I can die.
I wanna live so that I can die for him.
He's my last breath, and my first inhale.
I know there's a life after this, and i'm prepared.
So take me on wings of hopes and dreams, so I can finally wake up.