Life imitating Art

Two people no longer in each others lives

Life Imitating Art

 

 

Here I was writing Summer of 79

But in reality I lost what I once had in Spring 11

I’m still bitter at times

I’m still confused at myself

I make excuses for my behavior if it made my healing come any quicker

I hate the fact that I will never see the face I use 2 see

What was once a figure

Is now my own worse enemy

I cut ties with what i once had really fast

Even if I had to let go the past

 

Behind the laughs

Behind the silly gestures

Behind the sex I get from Men

All I do is think of you

Think of what we once had

Now gone

 

I can erase you physically from my mind

I can never erase you from my heart

Because of how I feel I pushed away people that meant more to me than you

I couldn’t get them back even if I wanted too

Like the cold Cappy I am

I just pretend nothing can hurt me

Nothing such as yourself ever existed

Yet looking at others and pretending they are you

Its scary I have no love

No love of others

Cuz i dont have no love with you

When in actually I'm in Love with you

 

Life intimidating Art

I never in the million years

That you and i

Would be apart

 

 

Dyanna aka PoetiqueSouL© 2011

 

Reviews

[SinnerInspired]

This is real good :) I like it haha This reminds me of me& how I feel