Days just seem to multiply

Felling muted in life and this is how Im feeling (haven't written a poemin a while so here it goes)

The Lily feather glides down,
so gently
As waves of life diced to uphold me,
in an impressing bow.


I lay my head in her unfaithful lap,
nothing can full me up to the top,
with smiles and giggles of bubbled laughter.
All this talk of disaster,
I fall and knell towards mother natures cruel laughter.

Why bless us with life when we don't give a dam?
cures us with fear that drives you made,
the tree whispers to me,
but those are only lies.

The cats meow softly,
as I lay awake,
but those are merely cries of help.

I lay softly as he kisses me but those are just acts of lust.
I ll never know of love.

Why tell the whole country ''we're in this together'' when its only you?
I look blindly towards that daunting light,
the light society tells me to ignore.
But does it really matter in the end?

Do you really care about me as a friend?
If so why tell me now?
While holding back tears.
tears of dreams we left long ago, wasn't you're mom telling you that you're a princes?

Society just is a thread to happyness.
But are we in the end?

Its easy to frown when the world is turned around
and instead of looking thru a mirror you look thru a friend.
dead and gone, but are the words a real threat?
wast time alone in a book is not a friend!

Karma ate my dogma oh what a sham!

Is there really an higher authority?
Oh wait I all ready spat on that!

What face is really meaningless? So hard to forget?
but is it the should we really see?

To me its just an day to day thing.
noting gained from and nothing lost from,
from humanity's insane mind.

Lost in the air,why do you stare? Are you afraid of going out in the world?
Nothing to loss,nothing to win.
With it you see it eye to eye,
are you there?

A phone call will come! but thats just printed on my forchan cookie.
That soft white paper saved my life,
but it was wrong, well in the end,
Cause I made that phone call,that was to save a life.
Irony? nope I don't see it!

The phone call was to save me.

Why tell me I'm wrong?
When you can't prove you're right!
Deep dark places just lure emotions only meet with sharp razor blades and a bottle of wises or two.
Why does it come to this?
why at all?

All my dream was to fall in love and meet a friend or two!
But all i ever found was dog pop on my shoe!
life really shat on me!
that part is true.
so is there a point to this madness or is there a ? mark in this page?

A page full of life but to grave to shine.
why did my eye cut across the lily flower?
Does that mean death?
Death then, to my emotions once they fall on the ground?
when will the t.v station show life in better times!
whats there to live for?

All i see now are pictures of killers and houses of sorrow?
Does the media think I'm sour? or does the conspicuous think I'm sallow?
Can I fly two? can I live?
Two?
would it be a lie,a sin in gods eye if I showed the truth?
If I found that rainbow?
Nope!

Not even the faintest flutter would have rose
from din creator's eyes,
but he will FROWN
when the angle of death has to make its rounds!
And it will!
Oh yes you bet it will! Humanity wound hold still,and when it does it will be the day when I get a man to lay a hand softly on the skin of my smile,h
e would pull me in and kiss my hard eared lesson of life.

I'm a surviver and have not given up yet!
why would I?
I have dreams yet to be found1
Even if my soul is grounded and the will i work for is gone!
why die when I could take out all of my dreams?

Life shall begun again as if born from my ash fallen tears! forgive my depressing thoughts,and near death attempts!
M new again and will have meet the love of all my existence,
once my number have met1
and thats when I found this clueless equation,
this bottomless pit of
Life.

which should be enjoyed.
Full fill all and don't hesitate cause thats when you lose,
and will you get to play again?
one chance,one chance only
show you true marks and show you're scare!
Tears are not to be fears,
but used a a tool to grow in life!
For you a starving and life is the fest you've been waiting for
to fill you up!
wait dear one, wait and you'll see,
that its more then a human could bare.

Well an out of compassion human would bare.
Murder of the dark hear my prayer and I dare you to
take me down!
Pride is not with out a fight and Ill be the winer of life's darkest, deepest hardest Fight!

Cause I'm love light and every thing that makes you giggle!
I can smile even when I'm in a pickle!

Love and be loved never give up!
Thats the least you can do,
to win the hardship of
Life,
even if you bit it.

Smile smile even if its for a while :)

Author's Note

first time in a very long time to write a poem? I have no Idea my basic ideas came from but I hoped to motivate people into living life!Learing things and such!writing things that haven't been written! hope this goes with you and makes you want to smile!

Reviews

[Levin]

Your determination in the face of thousands of curiousities is astounding and this poem more than ever shows that with an undying passion. You have got the light! I'm astounded and overwhelmed with the poem's intensity.