Beginning Or End?

Beginning Or End?

Standing in the parking lot

I’m screaming at you

Your yelling back at me

We don’t care who hears

Who see’s, who knows

We had a moment

Where you just held me

As I let my tears fall

I didn’t look at you

Till they went away

You stopped holding me

We argued more, things got worse

But all I could think and feel is

Didn’t my tears mean anything to you?

How come you didn’t see my heart

Bleeding all over the street?

Was it that hard to see?

You asked me if we were done

I couldn’t give you a answer

Its so easy to tell you I want out

When your no where near me

But when your two feet in front of me

It’s the hardest thing to say

I just don’t understand

Why I can’t just let go..

Or why you can’t let me go

Are we suppose to be together?

Are we really meant to be?

After all of our fights and arguments

We act like nothing happened

But its in the back of both our minds

You told me you sit and think

If I’m going to break up with you today..

I feel horrible for making you feel that way

I don’t want to be this kind of couple

I always sit and wonder if things will work out

If we’ll just let it be or go our separate ways

You said your not going to chase me

I never asked you to, but the thing is

If your not chasing, why are you still here?..

Reviews

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

Its always hard for me to read what you are going through in your search for love, it's worst for you I am sure. You always express your feelings in such a beautiful way , no one can ignore your pain , I love it , be strong . Yossi

[Coyote Poetry]

The poem is more then amazing. This action of your words happen in most lives. We battle to lose love and to hold love. Human feeling are wild and crazy. I loved the ending. I stood on steps of woman wishing to get back in as soon as I walk out their door. Total poem is outstanding. You have written a very good poem. Thank you.
Coyote