hateful romance

My nerves are irrevocably shot

My thoughts on you are caught

you drive me absolutely insane

I push you away and feel pain

Driving me wild, pissing me off

Turning me on, making me scoff

An up and down battle you see

Of wanting to have you with me

Opening snapchat just to see you

Just show me you want me too

Wishing you wanted to be mine

We both know I crossed the line

I would walk away from me too

I just don't know what I can do

It's always you I wish I was around

Now i'm moping upon the ground

I don't understand why it's you 

whenever I push you push too

Wishing you'd pull me in instead

It's okay because I'm confused

Do I want more than to be used

I've been accused of loving you

I'm starting to wonder if it's true

If it is that even worse really

Loving anyone seems to be silly

Reviews

[andrew mitchell]

How strong emotions can obscure one's thinking. Sometimes love is just a passing phase having no time limit but a memory and time to move on. But complex all the same! a Strong write!:)

[Rachael Lea]

Thank you, I love that, the passing phase. Nicely put.

[Chris]

This one has that "real" bite to it.

[The Twin Arenas]

Reads exhausting. I bet you wrote this in one shot, and quick.

[Rachael Lea]

Is that bad??? Yes I did write it in one sitting that's how 99% of my poems are written

[The Twin Arenas]

Not bad, just an observation. You ever go back and rewrite stuff? Trim the fat etc? Want suggestions?

[sheandherself]

The title brought me in and I read this in one breath. Nice piece, honest and very relateable.

[Rachael Lea]

Thank you so much. I am glad that you liked it

[wordman]

a love hate relationship,but you just can`t help it

[Rachael Lea]

haha you have no idea. It is the worst ever. bad for you yet so addicting.

[wordman]

maybe you just like the challenge

[Rachael Lea]

maybe I like the fact that its not gonna happen so it protects me from getting really hurt because I dont expect anything from whats going on haha

[wordman]

you shouldn't get hurt in love ,if it`s true and real,you only get hurt looking in the wrong places
it should come from the heart,not the mind