Forever and All the Time

My heart beats faster and faster

As my love grows and grows

Being away from you

Is not good for my health

I miss you so very much

My heart aches for you

Such pain it causes

I've never felt anything like this

It spreads through my body

 

My stomache turns

Losing all apatite

My head throbbs

Thinking is not clear

My muscles tighten

Straining for your touch

My eyes burn

Tears constantly flowing

 

My love is out of my control

It grows and aches for you

Won't let me rest without you

My imagination runs wild

Pulling up memories of you

It becomes so real

 

I can feel every touch

My skin tingles

As it feels that knife tip once again

It crawls along my skin

Tickling and teasing my heart

I close my eyes and I can see you

Holding that knife once again

I hear your words

Softly being whispered in my ear

I feel your body

Breathing on top of my own

A chill runs up my spine

As the cold blade touches my throat

I see the love in your eyes

As you carefully hold my life

I rest calmly

But my heart beats wildly

 

I reach out to stroke your face

My hand rests upon air

You whisper you must go

Then slowly fade away

My eyes whip open

Tears steadily streaming down my face

As I scream your name

My life will never be the same

For I shall love you

Forever and all the time