Simply Nothing

Locked away inside my head lies the key to feeling. Will it be allowed free, or shall I die prisoner?

There is a place inside my mind
Where the world will be forever blind
I can't explain how much this saddens me

To lock away the keys to happiness
To conceal away my fate
To shut out my emotions
All for my mental state

How the the birds smash into the ground
There is always and forever
That bitter window when I tried
I'm still amazed I never cried

The blackened skies surround me
Gentle rain mask fresh tears
Comforting to know
One day I'll die here

I'll dig my own grave
With the hands that prevent me
Lie down lovingly
As maggots begin to surround me

As my flesh is slowly stripped
I can only think of what ifs
Haunted by eternity
Life dispelling its myths

Is there a forever after
I highly doubt it
No sea of light
As I give in with all my might

In a way though
Its so comforting
Soon I'll cease to exist

Nothing more
Nothing less
Simply.... nothing