I'm not a poet either

I'm not a poet either

A Poem by Saphire Stridon-Traencendyis
"

eh, It's mostly just my upset ramblings

"
yet again, my hopes and
my dreams have been
nothing more than crushed...
you stand there
and insult the poet
tell me it is the cause
of all my sorrows...
yet it is not...
I've spent days, weeks...
and even months just waiting,
oh so patiently
hoping my long wait
was entirely worth it
just to find
the perfect poem
waiting for me
resting upon my pillow...
but that is something
I shall never have...
't was the one last thing
I wanted... and needed
but I stole your mind...
I destroyed the poet...
Do you even remember
the layout
of the mindless
riddles and the amazing feeling
that would consume you
when you finnished yet another
poem? Have you forgotten
so quickly,
so easily
the freedom that used to bring?
Don't you remember
how free your heart felt?
Or is it all just a summer's past?
I don't want to face this alone...
my soul is made of poetry
and it only seemed fitting
for my soulmate to be
the poet I knew
I never could grow to be...
but is that hope,
that dream,
that want,
and that need
crushed? Just as
all the others fall
to its side?
I believe it is...
I stole the poetry 
from your mind...
I destroyed the poet
that I wanted to spend
my eternity of gentle
and cleverly placed words with...
This time, my fallen dreams
are my fault...
I never got my chance
to sit in the writter's lounge
along side my poet and my lover...
I can't keep my hopes up
because the truth is:
I'm not a poet either...
I may have
stolen your poetry
but mine was lost
to a love too quick,
and much too deep...
you're not the person 
I hoped you were
you're not the person
I thought you were
but I am going to make my choice now
and give the poetry hater a shot 
at my heart and hope
he doesn't try
to steal my poetry too...

© 2010 Saphire Stridon-Traencendyis


Author's Note

Saphire Stridon-Traencendyis
I don't really want reviews, but feel free; haven't edited this yet.

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The poem was strong. Poetry is to be given away and hope someone may read your word. I like the story in the poem. The internal battle of a Poet to understand disapproval. I like the ending. Few Poets have made a living with their words. Their wealth is to sent knowledge to the people willing to read. A excellent poem.
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Posted 14 Years Ago



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Saphire Stridon-Traencendyis
Saphire Stridon-Traencendyis

Grants Pass, OR



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