Another one of my so called

I thought about ending our daily meetings, but I can't bring myself to do it. I need you to fix me. I can't be broken anymore. I used to think I would eventually heal myself, but now that I am able to talk to you, I want, I need, I crave your help. When I look into your eyes, I can see right through them, down into your sol. I can feel your weaknesses, your pains, your hurt. Atleast, I think I can... It may just be that I want to feel the things that I hope you feel because I want to know that you can feel empathy for me. And I am the type of person who creates illusions for myself to live in, so I can cause myself to feel the things I want to feel, so now I am questioning ig you are doing the same thing, and whether or not the connection that we have is real, or just an illusion of the hidden feelings that we yearn to have control over.