My Sober Days

My Sober Days

A Poem by Smwtdmgd

What used to matter
Now its all useless.

All those those things I thought were true
Seems like I didn't even had a clue.
Even though I was used to the pain
Cause it was the only thing made me feel alive!
Now it seems to not matter
It was all useless!

Waking up everyday with the same burden
Caught in the web I, myself had woven
What it really seems
Is that nothing really matters!

My head starts spinning
My body's shaking
Thinking about what could've done!
My feet starts walking
My hands are reaching
Desire for my world to burn!

And still I am here
Just waiting for you...
Drowning in the pool of agony
With disbelief in Separation!!!

© 2020 Smwtdmgd


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Added on May 7, 2020
Last Updated on May 7, 2020
Tags: matter, useless, true, pain, burden, web, could've, spinning, shaking, burn

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Smwtdmgd
Smwtdmgd

Kathmandu, Nepal



About
don't know what I am or what I was...still trying to figure it out...lot goes on my mind...non-stop! from a small country Nepal living in Kathmandu.love to smoke a lot of weed! love the loneliness but.. more..

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