Deep Oceans Blue

First thing I haven written in almost a year now.

Look inside the oceans I have for eyes

Are you surprised I'm the person that creates my demise?

I've devised ways to keep it and play it safe

But I hesitate and make mistakes, and one is all it takes

And if you have ever taken a chance, or took a risk

You'll understand all my advice, and lyrics I spit.

I'm losing it quick, my temper, my rage, inside of my grey matter cage

I'm flattered you think I'm in my bottled up passionate stage

To be honest I'm just disappointed in multiple ways, on different days, I wish I could pray

But I can't, unfortunately, I'm not that religious

So I sit, in my red 96', and take a nap, when in fact, I know from the past, there is no quick fix.