untitled [for now]

my dreams
almost always
fade away
into nothing less
than missing
memories
wishes whispered
to the sky
just painted over
with a new sunrise
countless nights
spent sleepless
in my quest to answers
I'm never meant to find
i wonder why
i wonder
how it ended this way
barely a trace of you
except this deep impression
clean inside my soul:
mornings come without you
but never without hope
suns rising
harsher
than the nights i spent wishing
for a moment
just a taste
to last forever
to make it through
today.