Hot And Dangerous

Somethin that popped into my head I hope you enjoy.

So here I am
All brand new
A new feeling
Like when you left
A smile caressed my lips
For I don't care
I love it
Crashed the car
Smashed the window
But coming out standing strong
Just remember we were polar opposites
my thoughts are everywhere
but yours is organized
Fun is what I crave
you crave the corner
I needed you
but you needed solitude
A sick obsession...

Smash the diamond
Let the glitter rain down
I am done with dreary days
no sunshine
a standing ovation
that is what people crave
from me
not from you
just stay in the darkness
stay with your knives
let me be
I care not what people
want with me
just look at me
and tell me
that you weren't addicted
you needed the light
I gave it to you
but yet you tried to reject it
you wanted darkness
but when I made you smile
that once
on that summer day
I craved more
I know you craved me too
twisted in blankets you say the truth
you slept with the enemy
but that was so long ago
just remember without me....
You're...
Nothing.

I am better alone...
Day two...
Downing the venom
getting my vision blurred
I know you will miss me
until the day you die...
But of course you are blind
You were my first
but yet you broke me
down in the pit of despair I go...
No I am fine...
Just fine...
Please look at me...
Look at me reflection...
TELL ME I AM FINE!
D****T!
There go the shards...
Tears mix with blood...
Without you...
I have nothing...
But without me...
You are fine...
I have come to that conclusion...
I am sorry...
I guess pay back is sick...
But yet it's all my fault...
I feel that everytime...
I move...
I am dead...
A zombie...
A hypocrite...

Please someone...
Help me...
Help me smile...
Help me laugh...
Just send me something...
I am sorry...
D****t...
Shadows surround where my body used to be...
I am done...
It is my turn to live in the darkness...
Never thought I would be left behind...
Sorry sir...
Sorry I doubted you...
I guess darkness is better than the light...
Goodbye...