Just miserable.

I went in the room where every thing was scattered,

Desperate enough to feel like nothing at all mattered.

I'm a drowned man lying next to the wreckage and shattered.

I'm out of time and rhyme, ain't no prime, Lord, I'm battered.

I keep praying to go home. Will I survive this alone ?!

I feel rattle in my tone. I shall battle in this zone.