The Last Chapter

Part 3 a continuation of 'the Room' and 'Keep My Chin Held High'

I've grown older, but i am still confused.
She used to love me....
to feed, and hug me.
but that is all over now.
i'll never have that back.
she puts me in the room more.
she keeps me in there longer.
I try to fight but am still way to weak.
I remember my Daddy.
in a hospital bed, sick.
He called me his room and said
''You will aways be loved,
you will always have a gaurdian angel.''
He died that night, and i watched.
I'm a bad girl
why'd i let daddy die?
Mommy says so......
Daddy knows it,
all the way up in heaven.
where's my gaurdian angel now?
where was my protection when
she beats me bloody?
I am put into the room.
And it seems longer than ever before.
because it was.....
as i feel the beast near,
i began to grow tired,
i feel myself getting weak.
I was know as the girl gone wrong.
As the girl who nobody liked,
nobody loved.
as the girl who was a screw up,
and now? I keep my chin held high,
and watch the trouble go by,
because now, Im known as the girl who died alone.