Why Stay

I wish I could fly
If I could I would just fly away
I would fly away and never look back
There is nothing here for me so I don’t know
Why I even stay here
I guess that I stay so that people
Have something to talk about
I am the “thing” that they talk about
I am the thing that doesn’t deserve to live there life
I am the thing that should be put in the trash
Never to be touched again
But yet they keep me around
They hate me but they keep me close
They pretend they like me but when I leave they
Start to talk again
But when someone else leaves they don’t talk
They just all leave
They leave me there alone
Alone at the table
Alone at their lockers
Alone……alone
That is what I am
I have friend and family
But I am alone
I truly am alone
My mother sees it
When I am home she can she I am alone and depressed
She doesn’t know what they say though
How nasty there words are
I can’t tell her though
It would cause her too much pain
Maybe I’ll stay
Maybe I’ll leave
For now I am not sure…….
I wish I could fly
If I could I would just fly away
I would fly away and never look back
There is nothing here for me so I don’t know
Why I even stay here
I guess that I stay so that people
Have something to talk about
I am the “thing” that they talk about
I am the thing that doesn’t deserve to live their life
I am the thing that should be put in the trash
Never to be touched again
But yet they keep me around
They hate me but they keep me close
They pretend they like me but when I leave they
Start to talk again
But when someone else leaves they don’t talk
They just all leave
They leave me there alone
Alone at the table
Alone at their lockers
Alone……alone
That is what I am
I have friend and family
But I am alone
I truly am alone
My mother sees it
When I am home she can see I am alone and depressed
She doesn’t know what they say though
How nasty there words are
I can’t tell her though
It would cause her too much pain
Maybe I’ll stay
Maybe I’ll leave
For now I am not sure…….