Just ramblings no poem

rambling on

The 28 th is rushing near and I am a little fearful
even though I have been working to get back to normal
I am worried I can't do this anymore
my hip is still fractured and abscessed but I am made out of alligator

So George will be here then and Pepper leaving
the round pen is not finished nor the run in shelter but...
I am excited to see George and know his future will be awesome
I worry about my abilities aging and being able to find the strength

I have had more broken bones from foals than 1500 pound ones
I am thinking of starting a boarding business again
at 350 a month a horse I need to see how the numbers crunch
I will need help with many thing especially in winter

Maybe I can heal more and more and start breaking and training
Donald said he will help but I worry my loneliness will get to me
now that would be BAD but I am only human so...
He could help me get it together again but with strings

I think strings come with all men at my age and I might as well...
I seriously thought when the other said he was coming he was
what a fool I am I must forget him and concentrate on living
so sad but reality bites buck and I am a survivor

I have to haul Pep to the vet friday for blood work
I feel sorry for her but right now I need something I can get going
my grans needed a good show horse and George shall be the man
so here I go again back to arenas and flirty old men AMEN! lol