I made it for a change!

"I learned to step out from my comfort zone, when she left.." - Pauline Grace

When I was a little

No one wants to be my friend

Among those things

I didn’t feel being free

 

I became eccentric

And lived alone in the dark place

I’m searching for them

But they made my world ruined!

 

I thought they’re true

No! They’re only imitation

I feel rejected every time

When I saw happy children playing

 

In my new life chapter,

I became high school student

And I didn’t socialize to others

Because for me, It is useless!

 

Due to have a social phobia

I didn’t speak any words

I didn’t even laughed at jokes

Or join them in their free times

 

Instead, I  looked at the window

Praying to find my true happiness

I didn’t stop believing

Until, I met my first bestfriend!

 

In that moment!

I feel so satisfied!

But, when I was in 3^rd year

Everything is change

 

My most terrible year!!

I didn’t feel happy that time

I’m just like a broken glass

Can’t find my pieces again

 

My heart rebel for freedom

And I almost want to give up

But one day! I saw a young lady

Standing at the window

Looking for someone

 

I came closer and closer

Until, I met her!

She gave me a sweet smile

That made me blush

 

I replied her with a smile

Sign as being acquaintance

I became more inspired

And pursue to know her more

 

So, When I became 4^th year

The happiest and memorable year

I decided to went out in my section

And lived with first section students

 

I began to puzzle every minute

Because I thought, they don’t like me

But I realize,

There’re the one can changed me

 

We share cherish thoughts

We made a history everyday!

They teach me something new

And we love each other has family!

 

We made a promise

“ To be always connected..

Whatever happens..”

That I hope it will never broken!

 

Even I made big mistakes

I made it for a change

To make a scenery to the

Endless future

 

I still, Thank to God

For gave me a special friends

I will treasured them in my heart

Forever!

Author's Note

Sorry friends for being so long! I consider it has my longest poem I ever made! It's about a story of my life... I got this idea when I conversation with Pauline Grace! especially in her quote about "Comfort Zone" and for K.U.L.U.G.O dynasty became part of my life.. enjoy reading! thanks for reviews

Reviews

[Amata Luna]

This is a great write Kuhr. Great indeed because you poured your heart out into it. Truly, sometimes you will feel alone but one way or another, God will bring you good companions that you may call your friend. I'm so glad for you. :) Don't worry, I'll be a friend when you need one from here. Hahaha. Thanks for sharing this lovely write. Much appreciated. Totally understood. ;)

[Distant horizons]

And i hope you find continued happiness