Justin!

You are the only one who can make me smile. I wanna cry, but you won't ever allow me to. I want to leave, and disappear. But if I do I know I would be leaving you behind. When I told you I wanted to leave you told me you would come with me. You are a friend that I cannot leave behind. I can tell you anything and you will stay up all night just talking to me. Almost like I am worth more than what I am. I wish I had met you before this year. I would have had you in my arms since I was young, and I would never let you go.

I know you are with some one now. But I can't help but to think that you feel more about me than you do about her. Almost like the night we kissed and you said you loved me, then we remembered what we had just did before!!! :) those are the moments I will never regret. I just want it to come to me again. It's almost like a drug, you take a small one the first time, then you want more and more. I could never get rid of someone like you!! <3

Thank you for being with me throughout the year 2010 and I hope in my heart we will have a even better year in 2011. 

Love you,

Joyous!! <3