Why is it my path?!

People walk up to me al lthe time saying either, you are heading on the right path or the wrong path. But to me my path is just were I am leading myself in life. MY life is what has happened to me. I am not a Sims game you cannot control me, I have to make my own mistakes and make the right decision on my own. I might be young but I know this is true, when you follow your heart, dreams hardly ever come true. I wish there was one way for you to know that I love you so, but you really got to go. You ruin my life you try to make it harder fro me to breathe, and when I am with you it's almost like you arm is wrapped around my neck with the goal to make me bow down before your knees with out any thing bad pointed at you.Why don't you sit down and deal with the fact that there is no way I can bow down to one who is weaker than me. If I had to tell you one thing it is I don't know who you are or why you do this but if it is something that I have done you need to tell me not just hide what I did. I

I feel weak without any power yet, with God with me the power gets strengthen. I don't know hwy I am writing this but the fact that my mind has something to say makes it easier for me to reach out. You don't know hwy I am here. And neither do I, To me I am practically here to live then die. Maybe there is more to my life, but for today that's all O know. So it you are still holding on it's time to let go.