Slumber

I was awoken from a three year dream,

A slumber…

A forgotten yesterday was all I could remember.

This year of rude awakening had no problem crawling towards me.

I was in hibernation, but then I realized I was truly trapped in heartache and agony.

My winter arrived behind the summer - time and time again because my simple pondering morphed into constant wondering.

But then you found me!

My beauty, my queen, and me…?

I was just your sin in sincerity.

I was more than glad to be your anything.

Now that you’re not with me, it kills and I really wish you still were because you were more than the cure.

Just for us two to lie beside the California surf was all that I preferred.

Just wanting to get naked and I’m not at all sorry my dear because you turn me on.

I just wanted your heart without any sacrifices and you know you never had to worry about the hurt that comes with a flirt because you always came first.

Before I met you, I believed that my love was cursed.

You brought peace to me like ice tea when it’s a hundred and three degrees in Tallahassee.

You had me at, “yes please,” and your sexual offerings...

Took the best of me, the rest of me,

So the next one that comes around will ask, “Why don’t you have any love left for me?”

My apologies...

Reviews

[Ishita Dixit]

I put my heart and soul into someone for 5 years.
And then just for no reason at all, he left.
After that I thought I could never love again.
But of late I've realised that just because one guy is a jerk does not
mean that all the other guys will be too.
So dare to love again!

[sinNsincerity]

I'm sorry to hear that,
but it means so much to me for you to open up
and share that with me.
All I do is dare love to come my way!

[Ishita Dixit]

Love loves challenges!
So it will come your way when the time is right! :)

[sinNsincerity]

Timing is key!

[Ishita Dixit]

Unfortunately yes!

[sinNsincerity]

Yes, unfortunately!

[annalysiar]

This is raw and it touches me. I just got out of a onesided relationship. He asked and i.gave. i loved him and he just left. 6 years married and 7 years together....

[sinNsincerity]

That is really heart breaking and I'm so sorry to hear that. There aren't any words for that. I was in a 5 year relationship once, so I could only imagine. I don't think I have ever recovered from that to be honest. Do you mind if I ask what happened?

[annalysiar]

I honestly dont know...sure we fought, we had our good times too... the previous day he kissed my hand and gave me a lingering good bye. A couple of nights before that we were...intimate... and that afternoon we were playing around, joking about our god daughter...and he ripped out my heart that night. I found that our whole relationship was a lie...i have no good memories to hold onto to recover from this. He betrayed me with my best friend... i actually tried to take my life to make thr pain and fighting stop....it just...got out of control i.can message you the whole story...

[nazia]

Three years that's a long time and after so many days, hours, minutes of togetherness she left. That's a cruel thing. Unfortunate but as they say a much better partner is awaiting you :)

[sinNsincerity]

It was a long time and I still miss them, but indeed some one much better waits =D

[TheOne&Only]

This is something I think to be very true to love and the endless depth to it's "feeling" loved this piece. So much.

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much hon.
I'm happy you loved it!

[AaronFreitas]

Nice work buddy... when I finally give up love thats probably when love will come... then I'll be that jerk that doesn't believe in love haha... love will come my friend :)

[sinNsincerity]

Thanks Aaron.

[wordman]

,love will come,and love will grow,it will sneak up on you

[sinNsincerity]

Indeed it will

[JayceeC]

Sin, You have so many years to love, you have no idea. I look at your profile next to this and just smile, you are not even half of who you will be. The poem is good and yes, sincere. There are a few places I would add a line break, but it works either way.

[sinNsincerity]

I'm aware of that Jan. Hopefully if I make to a hundred- I've only lived a quarter of my life so far, but in my 25 years I've been with my share of women and learned so much from them. Each one has each taught me how to be a better man as well as a person. But twenty five years is a lot when you live them in dog years like me. hehe
I just have to remind myself to always be ready for what comes next...
Thank you for reading Jan. Always a pleasure.

[sinNsincerity]

*make "it" to a hundred.

[JayceeC]

I'm sure you will and that is an excellent attitude. It's actually the same one that I had right up until I got married. No relationship is wasted time if you learn something about yourself and others from it. I believe in do, learn, correct the mistakes, celebrate the good and move forward in life. it's been a good policy for me. Now I'll make it to 100 before you..God so willing.
Don't spend so much time preparing that you miss it though. Next always has a way of getting here...ready or not..and sometimes Not works out better than you think.

[B]

I love it

Simply playful and fun

And happy

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you!

[Mirab Irfan]

Wow.I must say this is ''Wonderfully penned!''
I loved,''A forgotten yesterday was all i could remember.'' Amazing! :)

[sinNsincerity]

Thank you so much for thinking so!

[sereenaoutloud]

To give all that you are to someone and have them just walk away is just heartbreaking. But never close your door on love..it can happen when you least expect it!! Great piece :))

[sinNsincerity]

It is heartbreaking, but I will never take the pain away because the good memories travel along with them.
Maybe I should stop expecting and thinking about it all the time then ahahaha too funny!
Thank you for reading Sereena!