Does someone truly knows what

So depression, a very hard and a common topic this days..
everyone knows what depression is, but how does it feels?
In a way its almost imposible to describe it because even tho the symptoms or patterns are the same, the feeliing and experiences that someone gets arent the same not at all because just as every human is different, every depression is different and some people might say “mine is the worst” but you dont really know that and even if it is in a way its not because for someone else yours might not be even a little similar as theirs.
With depression you tend to focus in yourself and even tho its not your fault its kind of the reason of why you are depressed. You tend to push everyone aside in order to feel lonely because in your head thats where you belong, then you start to feel guilty for the people you left behind and then you are really lonely because its not just a thought in your head anymore, now its a fact
With loneliness comes boredennes and thats when you start analyzing every thing that you have done, every thing you are going to do and every thing you havent done
Whats next? Well next is self-hatred, low selfestime that can only be “cured” by over eating or over sleeping and sometimes carving words in your skin
Thats what depression does or well thats what depression does to me and as I said yours might be nothing like mine it is what it is.. so you see depression its not only a disease that can be cured with the same antibiotic instead with depression there are millions of different types of antibiotics and you are actually lucky if you manage to find yours.