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A Poem by DarkPoet

The voices in my head were louder today
To remind yet again;I'm not for this place
Like an lost alien from outer space
I should hop on that ship and get away

There's white,black and shades of grey
Like the,night,noon and a sunny day
Should it be a crime if i am none of this
Because like an abstract mystery I exist

Living and loving for me its borderline
Of pain,misery,and dying I'm sure
I'd give anything for you to be mine
But the thorns in my roses will pierce more

When you ask of me to tell what I want
In a tone so calm,direct and blunt
I am reminded of things i TRY to forget
Another one for my bucket list of regrets

Its hard to admit but there are problems
That telling or sharing can't solve them
Like the chimera; i'm a bundle of contradictions
No judgment for your absolute love contraindication

A heavy cross you bear when different
For rejection and hostility are inherent.
This truth it helps to really believe
that you only get what you give!

At six and sevens,at the river crossroad
I understand your anguish and loathe
Please remember the word "borderline"
When the body floats along the River Nile

© 2019 DarkPoet


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Has the sound of mental illness, maybe schizophrenia, maybe borderline personality disorder, maybe both. The speaker seems very troubled, is apparently addressing someone special. There seems to be little hope, with the inference that suicide may be in the offing. A painful read.

Posted 5 Years Ago



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DarkPoet
DarkPoet

Lagos, Nigeria



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