My Heart Departs

My heart departs from the living God
My heart departs from a God who does nothing when His so called children suffer
A God with so many great promises of help but you are left alone in time of hardship

My heart departs from a God living in a perfect place and dumping me in an imperfect world
I have spent my life trying to figure out why
No answers so I helplessly cry

A God that hates I and my family so
And is sending me to hell as I try to out of this world go
But keeps dealing me heavy blows
I'm tired I no longer want to live or grow

I know He and His followers will judge and condemn me foolish
Having never been in my shoes
All I ever wanted was to earn a honest living,and be treated like a decent human
I guess that Is too much to ask


And death seems inviting for I no longer want to try
Pain and entropy torment me so I write
Maybe this is a cry for help,for all of it to stop
But no God,no one is coming till dead I drop