The Best I've Never Had

There is still so much pain left here.
But you will never know,
because everything you said and did was fake and all for show.
To show me how easy i fall in love and forget.
But i must have seemed weak,
an easy target.
You came and went in no time at all.
I should have stopped myself, from that awful fall.
But your gone now, and you could careless.
About that girl you met at lunch, and talked to when she was depressed.
The texts mean nothing now
How we got here i don't know how.
You were the best thing i never had,
To mean that sounds rather sad.
But, things get better, they always will and always do.
No more 'Sorry' text messages are coming through.
What you did was wrong, and me even worse.
But maybe it's for the better, a strange course.
Take it all in, One thing at a time.
Your were the best thing i never had.
Because, You were never really mine.