Maybe

Maybe, there's a reason that she has you and I don't.
Maybe, I need to suck it up and be glad she doesn't gloat.
Maybe, I should delete everything about you again.
Maybe, there is no hope for us being friends.
Maybe, there is a reason I started to cut.
Maybe, I need to stop and keep that part of my life shut.
Maybe, you should stop messaging me so I can move on.
Maybe, I don't care that you've found love, and that you have great bond.
Maybe, there are things I will never say.
Maybe, because I know I will live to see another day.
Maybe, because I know that this is just a stage.
And despite my sadness it will all blow away.
Maybe, it's that there is something inside that says I shouldn't be pissed.
Pissed that everything that has happened lately, I've had to miss.
But you are happy, and I am happy for you.
But message me again about your love. And you'll see what my words can do.

Author's Note

I know what I said about the cutting. Don't worry. I've gotten things sort of straightened out and I stopped.

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

This was really good, relatable in a TON of ways, love sucks but when you finally find the right person its an amazing bond that you can never ever forget, Even if things dont work out how you would like them to. :D the poem kinda rhymed which I liked personally :D.