l should have died sooner

lts about a better life after this one.lts definately not for the suicidal.

I should have dead sooner,
Such bliss should not be made to wait.
This is real life not the torture l had to endure down that tempestuous place.
Where each day was a battle l had to soldier through,and
Calamities assured in the near or distant future.
That was not the place for me.

I should have died sooner,
Why did it take so long to realise,
It takes only six feet to reach heaven,
And see the disappearance of all earthly sorrows.

Earth was made to unearth our fragileness in the hands of our creator,
And purge our souls to the core.
In dying l fled from human nature and was freed from worldly loss.

I should have died sooner,
The only tears that fall here are those of joy,the only hatred is that of our humble pre-existence,
The only worry they know here is for those still incarcerated by the hardships of earth,
And the hope that they die and join this utopia soon.

I Should have done snooner,
and you should not have mourned for me,
If only you knew what happiness they have reserved for us,
Shame u have not seen the roses,lilis and daffodils here.
Gold,diamond and pearl is not anyones problem,
And there is no room for squabbles over such irrelevent matters.

Im glad l came to know the wounderful people in that primal life,
Whose memory still reminds me of the reason why,
It was never easy to leave.


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