Deception

Bad reactions and Distractions
drowning fire with gasoline
Another day in hideaway
With a chemical cuisine
Paralyzing numbness
Causing agonizing pain
The cruelest contradiction
Slowly driving you insane

As you cultivate excuses
To try and quench the thirst
All Attempts are useless
Think about it first
You think you're biding time
To look for an escape
Progressing your disease
As you self medicate

As you decay like yesterday
Withering away
Found what you were looking for
Is it worth the price you pay?
There's no point in fighting it
We can't undo what's done
Read the wall where the writing is
Do you really think youve won?