Masoch

Masoch

A Poem by SweeTLoU

clinging to depression
resisting all progression
but you'll never realize it 
when i make my first impression
ill make you laugh with ease 
while i coddle my disease
pretending im alright inside 
when its got me on my knees
its the darkest part of me
that i try not to let you see 
i just wanna see you smile 
so you dont feel like me 
my kind hearted actions seeking out approval
its just a distraction from contemplating my removal 
from a world in which ive found
that evil knows no bounds 
i romanticize and fantasize 
of being in the ground
things that are so wrong i think of almost every day
I know they gonna hurt me but i do them anyway
the facade i dont enjoy the desolation i resist
is nothing but a mask 
of a masochist

© 2016 SweeTLoU


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I love music i love playing guitar, jammin tunes anything from metal to country, most of the stuff i write is addiction or recovery based. if it helps anyone else thats great but i just write to clear.. more..

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