Unspoken words

Just a poem about an individual unspoken words

I write these words that go unspoken.
For my heart seems so broken.
And I cannot close these curtains.
No I cannot show I'm hurtin.
So I must fight these tears.
So I must show my peers.
That I'm fine, that I'm great.
Try to lie and show no fear.
Cause this pain inside my heart.
Is too much for me to start.
So I hide in the depths.
Try to blend with the dark.
Then I hear myself cry.
Asking the walls why.
Did god create an angel.
For it to not fly?
Experience so much hate.
So the anger resonates.
Understand both worlds.
And be buried with this weight.
I feel so alone.
As I'm in my own zone.
No matter where I go.
This pain made me a drone.
So I don't say nothing.
I laugh like its funny.
Try to make people smile.
As my world is less sunny.
Go deep within myself.
Cause I'm locked in this hell.
I cannot escape.
I'm just a former shell.