Take me away God

It's like an angry prayer i guess.

 

 

You created me and thrown me into this world

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it

You could have given me a choice.

You could have told me the truth.

I can’t bear it anymore

Tell me, tell me, God

When will you be there for me?

When will you hold my hand as you promised?

I can’t wait

I want you and I love you

I love you

And you can feel I’m sure

I am sure you haven’t forgotten all about me

But what’s the point in remembrance when you can’t save me

So save me, dear God.

Save me and take me back to you

Take me back to the eternal source of light

The source of peace and freedom

I know it’s up there with you

I was created for this place

This place called heaven

Not a world full of hate, suffering and delusion

Kill me, kill me, now.

If I could I’d have done it myself

You ask me to bear the pain of the world until you bring back Jesus

But I don’t care for this is such a long time for me

God, why so unfair?

You don’t want to save me and you promise eternal punishement if I do save myself.

Why is that?

It’s so simple.

I want to die, to die, to die.

May be I’m not created for here after all

I know you make no mistakes

But my mind can find no answers

It’s done with searching.

Reviews

[roarke]

Good inner dialogue. Moving, emotional. Asks all the right questions. Nice emotive capture.

Choice is our most powerful attribute, unfortunately it only activates after our birth, not before it. And then it's not easy wielding it.

the "source" is within all of us. The purpose of our mortal self is to nourish our souls. This is the connection to the source.

I've learned two adages, "It's not what you want that makes you fat, it's what you get." and "Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want."

We all need to be tempered in the flames first. Then we all need to feel this "anger" part of the emotions of life. Then we have to understand how our choices work. Then we take the first steps. Step to nourish you soul and the path seems less futile with each successive step.