Why Shouldn't I?

What the hell do I mean to anyone?

Why would I matter?

It would be easier to disappear 

And everyone would be happier.

I'm sick of being a joke to everyone.

I'm sick of being treated like s**t.

I look like a crack w***e?

Thanks mom, good to know you're perfect.

I'm a freak?

Wow, good thing you girls are so amazing.

Why don't I just put a bullet in my head now

And save all of the complaining?

Why don't I just swallow another bottle of pills,

Maybe even two?

It's not like there would be a difference.

You would just find someone else to make fun of

Just because they aren't perfect.

But I'll let you in on a secret:

You're not any f*****g better.

Reviews

[Glitter]

Don't do that Taylor...please? You're so much better than all of them, so much stronger. You don't need to do that...I'd be so sad if you left, if you died...I know this might just be a vent but I don't want to risk that it might not be...please don't give up. Please don't do it. I'm here for you...you're my friend and I'd die inside if you were gone...

[Carly]

Powerful message and a haunting one at that. If this comes from personal experience, i'm sorry for what you're going through and I hope it gets better soon for you!

[♋ Iris ♋]

Oh hun. I'm sorry you feel this way. You shouldn't have to. You are a beautiful woman that is so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. You know you can come to me if people are bothering you. I will beat up anyone that is making you feel bad. Don't ever feel like you aren't loved and no one would miss you, hun. I wouldn't fight with Trace so much if I didn't care about you ;P
This piece is very raw and down to the point. It's horrible the way that you had been inspired to write about it, but was very nicely written. Keep writing my friend.