Five Thousand CCs

Dead
Alive
Dead
Alive

This is a second of my life
Every moment I'm reviving
Hope flails it's head at me
When my heart is not surviving

Dead
Alive
Dead
Alive

Shock me back
From this soul attack
And watch my demons flee
Momentarily

I lost track
Of the breaths I lacked
Of lights I've seen
Of deaths your love has seemed to bring

Dead
Alive
Dead
Alive

Five thousand cc's
From you to me
An overdose
From your truth I choke

Spirit split wide
Spilling all aside
Can you hear the phoenix cry
Why am I...still...alive