This Never F*****g Ends

F**k...what a night.

Long time no see to a friend
My first drinks in quite a while
Felt good for a few minutes
But talk turned to "her", taste bile

Thanks for sharing that info
Of all "her" sex shared memes
With her new fuckboy
And all the loving themes

Sure two years have been gone
Why do I still hurt like this
Oh yeah love of a lifetime
And not for a second I was missed

Force a smile and break inside
Yeah that didn't phase me at all
Step outside for a quick smoke
Dear God thanks for helping me fall

I f*****g know I shouldn't care
One day karma will sort it out
At least I wish I believed that
Will my heart never quiet this shout

TIME HAS HEALED NOTHING
God that quote has been a lie
Not a single moment has gone by
When I didn't wish without you I'd die

How can I forget you put me together
Or let go that I believed you were angelic
Did I really think fairy tales were real
We daydreamers believe in such a relic

F**k such a beautiful f*****g agony
You create to this very day
Only you can still reach out this far
To twist my soul in such a barbaric way

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[KT-B]

I feel your pain in this poem - stay strong, one day you'll wonder why you cared so much - she doesn't sound worth it.