Bipolarity

Just a pattern in my life I've noticed, and am wondering how to break...

  Bipolarity

            I am a little girl.

I am happy.

I love pink.

Crying is soooooo not what I would do!

Nahhh I joke about my problems.

The very little bit of it that I do have, that is.

It’s all laughs, LOL!

Guess what? I haz le new kitty :3

We’re gonna make soooo many adorable videos together!

Ikr?

Like totally.

That is, when I’m not at a friend’s place,

Or on the phone/facebook.

Being young is fun, isn’t it?

<3 ^_^ <3

 

 

 

 

 

Don’t look at me.

Unless you look me in the eyes.

But would you really dare to do that?

I doubt you can even reach them.

With the low level mind that you have, and all.

A hand raised to me will result in your hands being cut off.

Those may not be my words, by I will find my own soon.

You know, what? I am TIRED of the way you treat me!

Don’t walk away now!

GET BACK HERE!

I’m not finished with you yet!

…

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!

I know I shouldn’t have yelled at you like that.

Please come back?

I haven’t been myself lately.

I don’t know what I’m doing.

I’m nothing but a boneless waste of space, aren’t I?

Ugh, I guess it’s back to silence, for me.

Author's Note

I feel naked now. But the idea came to me, and I thought it was worth publishing so here goes! The original format had the poem in the same level, but in 2 columns. WC won't let me do that. But this works too, I guess.

Reviews

[Muse]

I feel this way some days. Like I have three muses screaming at me...competing for my attention. There's a part of me that wants to be a soft, gentle soft-spoken woman. Then there's this ugly part that wants to scream and tell you exactly how I feel...and then there's this awkward girl that wants to be left alone....and go hide in the shadows. I found this writing to be honest and charming. I truly enjoyed it.

Did you really get a knew kitty? :)

[Blue Ivory]

LOL I have 4 cats xD The pink text is basically how I talk to my friends all the time. Any friend of mine who has seen my work here, can't believe it's the same person!

[The Nude Writer]

Another winning poem. What a great idea! Is this true for you? I have known bi-polar people and often it is like this. I try to love both sides if I can :)

[Blue Ivory]

Yes, this is me more often than I'd like to admit :P

[Danomaly1983]

Good poem with three striking contrasts; one happy, one angry and one remorseful. It shows well the multi-headed monster of bipolarity and the ups and downs in mood. Euphoria, dysphoria, paranoia, guilt. Good one, Siren :)

[Blue Ivory]

Glad you enjoyed it, my friend.

[MrsBear]

How old are u? Love this poem. Definitely shows some true emotion

[Blue Ivory]

Thanks :) I turn 18 in less than a month :)

[MrsBear]

Cool. Soon you'll be able to get a tattoo

[MrsBear]

And vote and buy cigarettes and have freedom!

[Blue Ivory]

Lol tattoos are forbidden in my religion.

[MrsBear]

Really? That's different. Well even though you can get cigarettes I wouldn't cuz they do tons of damage to your body

[Blue Ivory]

Yeah :/ true

[Zodic Daw]

and i am impressed... the way you choose to paint those words made me think you really have an excelent point of view towards the various happenings in life

[Blue Ivory]

Thank you :3 I am flattered.

[Kriss_Rose]

I really liked this. Many emotions conveyed very well. Thank you for sharing

[Subrat]

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! each time i try to read you...u overwhelm me.

[Leslie Philibert]

a clever use of fonts, well written, not too crazy about use of LOL etc, but I am thousands of years old !

[Blue Ivory]

I wrote like that on purpose. To show the extremities of the mind.

[Jack...]

Which side is up, I think we all have these kind of days. WEe don't know if we are coming or going. Something so little irritates us yet something extremely large makes us smile...go figure.

Very cool my friend, I liked this a lot.

[Baby Ricochet]

Great Bi polar Poem.>>>.......................

[SHEEMA HUQ]

I like the way that you have kind of diarised your story in three clear verses, yet all from three different perspectives, good work Siren.