Bipolarity

Just a pattern in my life I've noticed, and am wondering how to break...

  Bipolarity

            I am a little girl.

I am happy.

I love pink.

Crying is soooooo not what I would do!

Nahhh I joke about my problems.

The very little bit of it that I do have, that is.

It’s all laughs, LOL!

Guess what? I haz le new kitty :3

We’re gonna make soooo many adorable videos together!

Ikr?

Like totally.

That is, when I’m not at a friend’s place,

Or on the phone/facebook.

Being young is fun, isn’t it?

<3 ^_^ <3

 

 

 

 

 

Don’t look at me.

Unless you look me in the eyes.

But would you really dare to do that?

I doubt you can even reach them.

With the low level mind that you have, and all.

A hand raised to me will result in your hands being cut off.

Those may not be my words, by I will find my own soon.

You know, what? I am TIRED of the way you treat me!

Don’t walk away now!

GET BACK HERE!

I’m not finished with you yet!

…

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!

I know I shouldn’t have yelled at you like that.

Please come back?

I haven’t been myself lately.

I don’t know what I’m doing.

I’m nothing but a boneless waste of space, aren’t I?

Ugh, I guess it’s back to silence, for me.

Author's Note

I feel naked now. But the idea came to me, and I thought it was worth publishing so here goes! The original format had the poem in the same level, but in 2 columns. WC won't let me do that. But this works too, I guess.

Reviews

[Muse]

I feel this way some days. Like I have three muses screaming at me...competing for my attention. There's a part of me that wants to be a soft, gentle soft-spoken woman. Then there's this ugly part that wants to scream and tell you exactly how I feel...and then there's this awkward girl that wants to be left alone....and go hide in the shadows. I found this writing to be honest and charming. I truly enjoyed it.

Did you really get a knew kitty? :)

[Blue Ivory]

LOL I have 4 cats xD The pink text is basically how I talk to my friends all the time. Any friend of mine who has seen my work here, can't believe it's the same person!

[Infinite hexes]

(LOL DUDE I WAS LIKE THAT TODAY, as in the last to parts, Read our messages)

This is art

'nough said

[Blue Ivory]

YES. Thank you :3

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

We all have our different levels of emotions, some more extreme then others... who knows what sets us off when we lose it. Thank you for sharing such an intimate part of you, I know it couldn't be easy.

[Blue Ivory]

Well I'm glad you appreciate it. :)

[Mark]

I don't know what to say about this work. It confuses me to the point of stealing any reply I might have.

[Blue Ivory]

Oh, I'm just writing from the perspective of a person who is bipolar.

[Mark]

Yes that much I got ! :)

[Reeti]

The concept is intriguing as the dichotomy of a person's mind has been expressed through the 3 different types of cognitive behavior.The narration shows how twisted and gnarled a bipolar person's thoughts can be. The narrator sounds helpless with a weak sense of control over his/her own thoughts. The choice of words is informal and not so rich, but there lies an artistic impression in your verse. The presentation of different colors and the two-sides of the pretty girl's face is attractive visually to the readers. It also complies well to the underlying meaning of the poem. I wonder if this is your own drawing? It's really lovely!

[Blue Ivory]

I kept it informal because I focused more on making this a representation of the behavior of a bipolar person, rather than a poem. It's more a piece of art that I can't categorize. And yes, I love this picture, but sadly, I'm not good enough an artist to have drawn this :P I just have a good eye for art. I actually get asked that question a lot, cuz of my habit of using paintings with my words!

[Reeti]

sorry for replying late! I understand now fully how you've represented your work of art which most people have not experimented with like you have. That's a great subtlety.