f**k... f**k....breaking f**k

f**k... f**k....breaking f**k

A Poem by TidgeTiger
"

i apologise for its rawness and its wierdness i wrote this as im having a f*****g breakdown... i dont know if its art but its real and i needed an outlet

"

f**k... f**k....breaking f**k

by ~Colourlessrainbow

breatheless
panting
tears
whimpers

why am i hurting so much

strength
control
temperence
voice

why have you abandon me

I stand on a road, one side is sparse trees, 
barely visible through the fog
i stand on a cliff, there is no wind,
and something unseen seems to hang in the air.

i lie, curled on my bed, a pain in my chest ive never felt before
but know is not physical, and a knot in my mind, that i cant seem to argue out
i crunch, folding into myself, trying to escape the world within and without,

in the fog is there a path? a choice? or does it go on, a destiny
and existantental hope, tries to claw its way from sore limbs and tired eyes
as i go on hours sleepless.

i dont like words, they cant know, yet i try to make them dance
and group like ironic little lovers flaunting what i stand to lose, have lost
have killed, have buried, have ended.

part of me is bleeding, looking in music art and symbol for something more

part of me, is silent. waiting.

a breathe.
it was hard
i did it
im breathing

im still crying...

but im breathing.

© 2010 TidgeTiger


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Red
I saw this and I knew I had to give a review. I'm in the same boat right now. I'm going through a breakdown too and my outlets have been taken from me. I think I may know how you feel right now: You feel betrayed or maybe you just feel like your worthless. Every day of your life now feels like a burden and that there is no silver lining. Frankly, you might want to just want to lie on the road and pray a bus runs you over. I may not seem like it, and I'm positive you've heard this multiple times, but there are people out there who care about you and know what your going through. Just give it time and try your best to look at what you have. A famous quote I was told
"Life doesn't always give you a royal flush, what matters is how you play your cards"
Hang in there
-Red

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feeling a bit like that now... sad but lovely poem full of emotion

Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Can I give you an internet hug?
Very raw emotions.

Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

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Red
I saw this and I knew I had to give a review. I'm in the same boat right now. I'm going through a breakdown too and my outlets have been taken from me. I think I may know how you feel right now: You feel betrayed or maybe you just feel like your worthless. Every day of your life now feels like a burden and that there is no silver lining. Frankly, you might want to just want to lie on the road and pray a bus runs you over. I may not seem like it, and I'm positive you've heard this multiple times, but there are people out there who care about you and know what your going through. Just give it time and try your best to look at what you have. A famous quote I was told
"Life doesn't always give you a royal flush, what matters is how you play your cards"
Hang in there
-Red

Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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P.s I'm NOT anything special --- So yes, something not everybody knows, is i have a love of words and the emotions that can be conveyed by strings of them, and the images they can form in .. more..

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A Poem by TidgeTiger