Boredom

This is about how I’ve felt coped with life, just being stuck in my head and how I’d rather imagine life than experience it.

The boredom that never gets quenched

The itch you can’t reach

The desire for something you can’t pinpoint

Now that,
That is the birthplace for madness
I need an escape into reality

Thought I needed an escape from reality
So
I lived my soul through my fantasies
My crazy ideologies
Ever since I could remember
Couldn’t really tell ya
What made it come to be

Cause I was just a kid,

But it’s no fun playing alone
And
I got older and life got cold
And I realized I let myself go too far

For yes I found a spark
To keep me warm
But the fire is now burning me

I’m sure there was a reason
For the internal narratives I’ve chosen
To comfort myself and give me life
I wish I could live

But now when I snap into reality
Notice my sights and sounds I
Feel catatonic and out of place
Somewhere in this space
I wish I could erase

Everything my imagination took from me

I need an escape into reality

Reviews

[willweb]

I really like your style Sara. I hope you find many here to read your work, I am sure they will like it as much as I do.